Burn me to ashes when you find me
Helena by My Chemical Romance
Remember Me by Umi
Play a mix of music lit and sad
Have a party and only share the positive
You all know the things I like
Make sure to use my ashes as fertilizer
I want to be near beaches
I want to be near nature
Allow my body to create a beautiful array of roses
Everytime a rose blooms it will be me saying thank you and I love you
Each petal that falls will be tears of happiness
Come visit my rose garden each day
The smell will be my embrace
The sun will be my pecks all over your face
When it rains it means that I want to play
Make sure to always jump in a puddle for me
Month: October 2026
Chasing Backs
At any age it feels the same
Just chasing
Hope when you get close
Just to blink and see
That ther is so much space
Berween
Whether an ocean
Or a sea
Just out of your reach
You wished they turned
To see the tears
The way your chest heaved
Physically turning green
Will you ever find love here?
BPD
I’m told this disorder stems from fear of abandonment
That ACE incidents shape the negatives
I’m told a story of coming to family with a nest of spiders in my hair
That abuse isn’t always physical or emotional
I tell myself that no one actually loves me
That things happen out of your control
I’m told by the universe I was created to bring happiness and love
All history has taught us that destruction is a constant
I’m told that people can be only good or only bad in my eyes
That’s why I could never forgive and forever love
How can one truly connect when feeling never a part?
How can you be a part when you’re always floating above?
Borderline of deciding something
Life, death, can’t I be done?
